i juz realised tt tis cld very well be the last new year celebration for me in singapore.hmm.

alright.i shall now begin a short summary abt my holiday.well.it was great.but everyday had to change hotel coz we stayed at 1 city each night.so we moved ard 6 cities.very tiring.on top of tt.we hv to wake up at 6.30.so early.weather wasnt tt bad.but it was irratic.one day it can be hot.so hot tt i can juz wear a blouse.den the next it can be so cold tt i have to zip up my windbreaker with a sweater inside.the ppl on the tour were very friendly.but locals are terrible.its like a smoke city.from the traffic and frm the ppl smoking.they smoke.release the air right smack into ur face.so bad until i had a sore throat.there.when u cross the road.the cars come 1st even if its time for the pedestrains to cross.very terrible.sorry is not in their vocab.they nv say excuse me.they juz push their way thru and they dun say sorry.oh well.we had to learn to adapt to their habits or we will get bullied.so i pushed my way too.hahaha.the toilets are bad too.some dun hv doors.no locks.and smell terrible.but i guess they got use to it liao.but i din use those toilets lah.gross!the night lights were great.i think in our country the lights are also nice.but like not bright enough.overall i enjoyed my shopping.haha.we extended our stay.and my mum and i shopped the whole day.i bot like 15 handphone chains.hahaha.coz it i like them.3 bags.haha.time to throw out my old sch bag(den for christmas i got another bag.so now i got 4 new bags.haha)cldnt buy clothes.all winter and nitwear.we bot food too.when i shopped.i din feel cold.neither did my throat feel pain.haha.the wonders of shopping.hahaha.tts basically abt it lah.hahaha.

hmm.now u are the 1 who is angry.plain words are powerful.1 week changes everything.i feel like i dun know u.did u change?or did i change?i dun know.but i know 1 thing is for sure.the friendship will not be the same again.u will doubt me.

home sweet home!!!haha.great trip.shall not go into detail now.too lazy.hahaha.and it cld be boring too.coz.bai wen bu ru yi jian.understand?haha.

I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED ALL MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!!!hahaha.but i think i wrote crap for my newspaper articles.haha.hmm.anyway.i will be bringing my hp along with me.y?my dad asked me to.haha.so.ppl.if u all want anything.juz sms me.but of course u muz pay me back lah.im sure u all know my number.if u dun.den i probably dun know u.hahahahaha.

im bored.dun want to do anymore hmk.argh.i want to go out!today din go church.so.if nobody asks me out later.i wld hv stayed home the entire weekend.only stepping out to go cut hair.hahaha.somebody pls ask me out.hahaha.

im in a VERY GOOD mood.haha.y?i accomplished alot of things today.haha.i cut my hair.but now i look like a lion.coz the ends are rather thin compared to the top.den.i got to eat home cookd baked pasta after like many months.haha.yummy!!den there were leftovers.so i ate it for dinner too.haha.and the greatest accomplishment??hahaha.i finished my maths hmk.all 80.eighty.qns.haha.ok lah.i copied many frm redspot.and i din do some.coz i dun know how.haha.but i can finally say i finish my maths hmk.all im left for my hol hmk is ONLY 3 newspaper articles.haha.and i think i can finish tt in like 3hrs?!haha.coz after doing 1 paragraph.i will drift away.so i think i will finish it in 3 hrs.haha.
woohoo.cant wait to go and bcome a human icicle.now my mum is starting to worry tt it will bcome colder.and i did tld her few weeks the temp will drop.see lah.dun believe me.haha.the temp really drop.haha.nvm.i got enough fats to protect myself.haha.

hmm.i shall not read some blogs for the next few days.coz it wld be filled with chalet stuff.and i dun really want to know wat happend.not tt i scared i will feel jealous tt i din go.but juz dun feel like knowing.haha.i can say tt i dun regret not going.haha.coz if i went.i confirm cannot go for holiday!!haha.and i wldnt want to miss it.can go shopping!!haha.and it will be cheaper!!some1 did made sense when she said y bother paying $$ to get pissed.haha.so yup.i saved alot of $$$.hahaha.


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haiz.y did it hv to turn out is way?mayb coz we hvnt got the chance to talk to each other.den smsG and juz by reading my blog is the only communitcation tt we hv.is tt all we hv left?its very diff to put wat we need to say in written words.and somemore there is no tone to show wat kind of emotion.sure to hv miscommunitcation.haiz.seriously.i do not hv any right to be angry with u.and even if i bother.it shldnt really matter to u.it will come and go.


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woohoo i went shopping today.and i really mean shopping.all of us bot at least sumthing.well i cldnt buy alot things.only bot a sweater.haha.y?coz im too fat.haha.i need to lose weight at an extensive rate.hmm.slim 10?haha.or extrim?haha.
i feel much happier now.mayb coz it was due to pms.but its not even here yet.i think its juz the shopping tt helped me.haha.
juz realised tt i shld stop being a bzbody.den i wun be so involved.den i dun need to worry or hv too many emotions in play.hmm.and i think i shld put my emotions aside.and not let it sway me.good idea?i think it is.hahaha.

the good thing is im in a good mood =) i want to go shopping!!hahaha.the bad thing is tt chalet is coming.though i know i cant finish my work in time to go for it.i was juz thinking tt if i dun go tis yr.there is a very high chance tt i wun go next yr too.not sure if tis is good or bad.coz if i dun go tis yr.next next yr i go.there will sure to hv ppl say y u suddenly decide to come?and it will be scornful and not very welcoming.but in order to spare myself frm such comments next yr.i will hv to go tis yr.den i may not be able to go for holiday.hmm.sarcifice my holiday juz to spare myself frm stupid comments?not worth it.hehe.

hmm.interesting.juz found out tt u went out tt day.but with a different person frm who u mentiond.well well.not tt u hv to report everything to me.but watever alright.next time u can find tt very same person to go out with u.sometimes i really feel like a used doll.but i guess tt when im face to face with u.i juz cant seem the show the anger.and its getting tiring.im tired already.really tired.

rain almost the whole day.really very cold.tis kind of weather makes me think.its hurts.but i dun know the cause of it.i was also thinking.if one is in a relationship.can break.but if one is in a friendship.how to break?!is it jue jiao?mayb we shldnt hv known each other in the first place.den things wun turn out tis way.haiz.we wld juz be hi bye friends.and it wld be alot simpler.


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for u:its sucks to know tt im being a hypocrite.but i cant help it.mayb coz our characters are similar.so we clash.no wait.its juz me.haiz.im really sorry.forgive me?i will try to make amends.
for another u:u ask for my opinion.but u dun really care.so wats the pt of asking?if u hv no tots of taking my advice into tot.like its any advice.but.i rather not u ask.i also rather not know.

had know idea wat happened last night.juz felt like crap.wasnt really in a good mood.felt lonely.lost in the world of my own.haiz.but i guess letting everything out did help.not trying to score any sympathy pts here.and i was juz wondering when was the last time i cried.teared mayb.but cried?cant rem.haiz.i think everything was bottled up.but i think i feel better now.i think.

i juz realised tt im rather thick skin to say tt i admit to stick to small grps when there is a big outing.i mean like who wants to talk to me?haha.i usually hv to initiate.haiz.quite sad.
im getting upset.going to hv another clique outing tmr.and i dun feel like going.y?once bitten twice shy.b4 we went to eat sakae.we were waiting.den there with me were 2 NY.and 2 TJ.and i had not idea wat they were talking abt.i meaa i knew wat they were talking.but i cldnt contribute.am i suppose to juz sit there and listen?haiz.nobody is in the same sch as me.i think there are others who are in the same boat as me.but i dun think they care.they juz try to blend in.but i cant =( chalet is coming.but i dun think i can leave the country by den.so im left with the choice of going.or not going.to go or not to go is the question.get bitten again?haiz.

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its really been along time since i blogged.oh well.christmas is coming.thats when i start to bcome bankrupt.not tt i hv been feeling rich all the while.cant wait to go for holiday.den if buy present also easier.coz overseas tend to be able to find presents tt are sold in bulk.haha.i dun know why but i tld my mum i want to get out of the country by the 18th.most probably i dun wan to go for chalet.y?me no idea also.say i AP.maybe.i dun care anyway.juz think tt during chalet.everybody will juz split into their tiny grps.i may be guilty of it too.but wats the pt?call me a wet blanket.i will say do i look as if i care?haiz.i sound hateful now.
anyway.yesterday went out.walked quite alot.seriously very tired.my feet i mean.but my brain was quite awake.haha.i guess we all hvnt changed.still the same.if we dun get our way.we show face.i guess i do tt too.i admit!!!hahaha.caught up with like almost long lost friends.and all the OLD stupid codes started coming up.like POS.ACBC.QT.FA.those were the days.suddenly i feel so old.hahaha.its really been 1 yr liao.so fast.next yr going to be 18!eighteen!1 8!one eight!juz 3 more yrs and i will no longer be a teenager.old!!!hahaha.anyway i guess there were ppl who were pissed with me.but i cant help it if i hv to complete something for a friend =) but i cldnt say it.or it wldnt be a surprise.haha.amazingly i chose glitter in 5mins.isnt tt fast?usually i take abt 30mins or more.hahaha.i guess making some friends pissed juz to please one isnt worth it.but oh well.i cant help it.hahaha.
im losing touch with my glitter.i need more chances to use it.hahaha.but this wld mean i need to spend more $$.hahaha.