the nightmare had finally begun.but 1stly.tis post is dedicated to those frm b' ers who keep sending their regards.be it sms or tagging.i really appreaciate it.thank u!!!coz it doesnt make me feel as though i making the journey alone.u all work hard too!i love u all!hahaha.
oh well.i will not be blogging abt wat the paper.coz my teacher said tt there is no pt checking ans or dwelling on it.coz it will affect the next paper.and even if i think abt it.the ans will not be able to get changed.she also said tt b4 any paper.we shld not be doing any last min studying.we will only panic if we like discover we din cover a certain portion.tis advice also goes out to the ppl who are also preparing for their exams.juz do ur best!=)

my life for the next 3weeks.can it get anymore exciting.

16/08 : chemistry 04
17/08 : GP 01 & 02
18/08 : biology 04
19/08 : maths 01

24/08 : chemistry 03
25/08 : biology 02,maths 02
27/08 : biology 03

30/08 : chemistry 02 = the grossest (if there is such a word) paper taken bleah
31/08 : chemistry 01
02/09 : biology 01



3 more days to prelims.
havent touch chem revision since the june holidays.im not prepared at all.going to die.
anyway.wat a cool date we have today.fri the 13th.and exactly 13 out of 20 of us turned up for sch.once again 1 third of the j2s were missing.so they put the 2 bio lect grps together.im actually kinda surpised tt some ppl wld turn up.haha.the past 3 few days hv been kinda great for me too.its not like i go all the way out.its more like coincidence.haha.really brightens up my days.
to bee bee:tt photo is very nice.hahaha.im like totally fallin.hahaha.


7 days more to prelims.
i am so dead.im totally not prepared.especially for essays.still reading bio.hvnt really started chem.hvnt practised for maths.i dun want to go sch on wed to fri.but tts when the teachers will like give tips.argh!
i want to go watch fireworks too.argh!

here i am online for the 2nd time again.eatin n ice cream and blgging away.tis is terrible.anyway.i went to cut my har today.and its horrendous.well.i said cut little bit.does little bit= 2 to 3 inches?now i muz keep all over again and go thru all the bad hair days again.argh!!

9 more days tp prelims.
yesterday.1 third of the sch din turn up lah.the teachers squeeze all the ppl in the LT into the hall.and i think there were still empty spaces in the hall.the service was as usual lah.den came the singing.we were allowed to stand on the chairs.kinda dangerous for girls.but at least i cld see the front.hahaha.den went shopping after tt.i spent like almost $80 in 3 hrs.1st time i even done such a thing.oh well.for the next 1mth i wun be able to do tt.
everybody is studying and not updating their blogs.
i feel kinda lost.the tot of missing some1 is bleah.
anyway.im very tempted to go watch the fireworks on mon.but i doubt any1 wld want to take time off.oh well.looks like i hv to catch it on tv.bleah/

11 days more to prelims.
today we had a open book maths test.but it juz felt like it was a discussion session.we were like asking our teacher how to do.we were even asking each other how to do.crazy test we had.i tries scanning some photos juz now.somehow.after a few photos.the pictures start getting cut off.kinda irritating.
oh well.5 ppl know liao.juz hope it doesnt increase.but its quite fun sharing joy with other ppl.hahaha.

12days more to prelims.
im in a vicious cycle.i sleep an average of 4 to 5 hrs per night.and den in the aftnn i sleep.not good.not good.and i dun hv enough time.im anxious.but i dun do anything.
oh yah.my teacher was telling us abt tis top class of the double maths combi.den they found out tt tis fri is half day.den next mon and tue is holiday.so they cheered.not because there is no sch.but because they got 5days to study.goodness me.it shows tt im not working hard enough.coz im not even thinking along tt line.


14 days to prelims.
im bloody tired already.
i sprained my ankle today.and it seems to be getting worse.my mum is not very caring too.she ask y i always fall down.like i want to like tt.i so think its very fun to sprain my ankle arh.so pissed off.but in another way it will keep the temptation of going out away.
tis morning.for the 1st 2 hrs of sch i was like an idiot laughing away.my day really got brightened up.thank u.but i think it used up all my energy for the rest of the day.so tired.
last friday went to watch SCO concert.its was kinda cool seeing 2000 over musicians.all wearing red.was trying to spot my friend.it was like playing the game where's wally.quite fun.
i had tis tot for very long liao:
i find no meaning in it anymore.really feel like ending everything now.i mean in the end wat do i achieve.i also dun know wat im referring to as 'it'.it cld be very well life.studies or even friendship.but i very clearly now know.tt there is no such thing as friends forever.