some ppl juz hv nothing else better to do.haha.
holidays are here.
anyway.to my dear friend.we will be here for u.be strong.for urself.ur family.dun keep everything to urself alright?

darn it!i feel extremely made used off.and im actually allowing it happen.damn it!

does it take a complain to see an action?oh well.thanks anyway.anybody up to have a stayover at some1's hse.like play mahjong thru the night or wat.if dun know how to play its ok.can learn.yup.hope to see u all durin the hols.

bleah.im really upset.i hv done really badly for my exams.got 2 Fs.worst ever since i started jc.and my mum has been scolding me frm tue until today.argh!its not like im also rejoicing tt i did badly.u think i feel good?its been a really long time since i broke down like last night.juz started like a volcano.haiz.needed some1 to like juz sit there with me.no need for any talking.dun feel like talking abt it anyway.but i din want to trouble any1.everybody already hv enough to handle on their own.and some ppl juz dun care.at the same time.wait they think im juz attention seeking.best is juz to throw myself into work and hide in my rm.bcome a hermit.time to start working again.cant afford to wait till june den start.haiz.
today was my teacher's birthday.got her a balloon.written on it was 'spoil me.its my birthday' kinda cute.price was not much.cheaper dan i expected.and i found out the price of my balloon.its abt $16.bleah.

blogger changed their layout.anyway.im in the mids of my exams.studying is very boring.haiz.juz went blog reading.realise tt if u dun ask.u get left out frm events.but i also realised tt when im free.they are not.well basically tts it.and of course i found out tt when they are free they NEVER ask me out.and i really mean nv.bleah.

i juz realise tt almost every1 frm b'ers is in a slump.be it friends.family.sch.relationships.everything juz seem to link to 1 another.anyway.i juz tot of something.it is said tt God ans prayers.i dun doubt it.but some of us think he doesn't.now.when we ask him for something.the ans can always be.yes.no.or its not time yet.well.usually we expect a yes.but when God says no or later.we feel tt he haven't ansd us.food for tot.GOD DOES ANS PRAYERS!

bleah.we lost to hc in netball again.it was really a difficult match.but we fought on.i applaud them.our tallest player cannot even compare to them.bleah.well on the way there.there were 5 of us.they din want to sit with me.its all back to square 1.haiz.