thanks for ur concern deb =D
its even more difficult than i tot.the fact that its thrown into my face everyday.for the past 1 week.i have been out shopping by myself twice.loser?mayb.mayb not.boyfriends and their friends come first.expected.juz got to live with it.but i do have to thank God.He has given me other friends to keep my mind of such useless tots.He is the one who has been with me everywhere i go.so im not really shopping alone.

im in pain.lost my voice.coughing badly.bad sore throat.cant sleep well.cant eat well.i want to go home!thankfully sem break is here.but i got assignments due.i want to go home!need to go back and recover.where i am grateful that the air that i breathe in is hot and humid.dry and cold air is freaking painful.i want to go home!