i juz realised tt im rather thick skin to say tt i admit to stick to small grps when there is a big outing.i mean like who wants to talk to me?haha.i usually hv to initiate.haiz.quite sad.
im getting upset.going to hv another clique outing tmr.and i dun feel like going.y?once bitten twice shy.b4 we went to eat sakae.we were waiting.den there with me were 2 NY.and 2 TJ.and i had not idea wat they were talking abt.i meaa i knew wat they were talking.but i cldnt contribute.am i suppose to juz sit there and listen?haiz.nobody is in the same sch as me.i think there are others who are in the same boat as me.but i dun think they care.they juz try to blend in.but i cant =( chalet is coming.but i dun think i can leave the country by den.so im left with the choice of going.or not going.to go or not to go is the question.get bitten again?haiz.