i guess i muz apologize on my behaviour.im sorry.its juz tt im going thru a emotional turmoil.dad has been going down to idp to check out the courses tt are available in WA.esp in case i fail my a's.case1:if i fail my a's.do i retake?go poly?or juz escape to WA?case2:if i pass.but not very well.do i go take foundation in WA and give up PR?or juz pray and hope and do some course that will take me in sg or aus?losers cant be choosers.den if i chose a non science course.no need so high grades.and sg have.i shld juz stay right?but dad is already planning to buy a house there.case3:if i do very well.den it will be all fine.i think.
dun get it?nvm.thats y its a turmoil.but to the both of u.im really sorry on how i sounded in the sms.juz frustating to be.argh.i dun know.
on top of that.people have already started going out to work.im like staying at home at rotting.may envy me.but do not.its not an advantage to stay at home and dun have experience.mayb im juz too choosy.darn it.