im now kinda glad tt there is dark long field near my house.and i hv to walk thru it b4 i get home.actually when i got my results.i was kinda numb.i din really know how to feel.coz there were people ard me who did extremely well and some tt did badly.i ended up with average grades.it can move either way.but b4 the dinner.there was a slow revelation of the morbid's grades.i feel extremely inferior.i can sort of say tt it is now considered very low grades.haiz.and its not much of a consolation when my teacher reiterated tt im going overseas.beggers cant be choosers.i can no longer do my vet course.now i need to rethink wat i want to do for the rest of my life.and find something ttim interested in which i will have a passion for life.i think begging is not a bad idea.well when i got home.my mum scolded me for not telling her my grades earlier lah.coz usually she will ask.den i reply.but she din ask today.so i happily waited until 5+ den i tell her.